Sunday, January 14, 2007

My Songs: My Feelings

I'm listening to my Mp3 songs in my room.

Current song playing, "Loves You Lately". Daniel Powter. He keeps on repeating, 'I'm the one that loves you lately. I'm the one that loves you lately.' 'Lately?' Does that mean that he might change his mind? Change his feelings? Not knowing whether he will still love his partner in future? When you love that person, you will love him no matter what. If you are talking about true love that is. But then again, how do we know whether that love is the true one love that we claim it to be? To think about it, people change, environment changes, internally and externally. So how can you control you feelings? You might love that person in the first place, but you cant control how your partner feels and that includes his environment.The same goes to you. So I guess, love can also change in time to come. That's why we have couple breaking up, husband and wife divorcing and family breaking apart. Only thing is, whether the feeling's gonna be stronger or weaker? Time will tell. We can just hope for the best and prepare for the worst.

Next song playing: Nelly Furtado. All Good Things Come to an End. I guess everything will come to an end. No matter how good or bad the thing is. But of course, if possible, we do not want the good thing to end. To keep on going forever. So we can enjoy the happy feelings. But come on, we are not living in a fantasy world. Everything will end. Including us. Its part and parcel of life but we can at least enjoy the moment when it happens. And you must realize the moment. If not, you will regret it. Trust me. We normally dont appreciate what we have until its no longer there. Dont take things for granted. But I know, we normally do that and I am not excluded.

Next song playing: 'Take That. Patience'. True, when people say that you normally hurt the person who loves you. I believe that its not intended. We just tend to be more sensitive to the person we love. Every little thing counts. If you take it too much to your heart, you will definitely feel hurt. Believe me. We cant lie to ourselves. We might feel hurt. Accept and sink in the feelings but just dont keep it inside too long. In the end, you will feel more hurt and not your partner. Forgive and forget. Just take the person as who he is and accept his weaknesses. You cant change him. It will take time and I am not talking about one hour or one week. Might take longer than that. Unless the person himself wants to change. God bless! Just be patient and adapting is important. I guess that is love. When you start realizing that you can't turn him into a robot that will listen to all your instructions. They have feelings and they are brought up differently from you. Genetically different. You have your own weaknesses. So, fair enough. Key word: Compromise and cooperation. Not from one side but both. I repeat, not from one side but both.

So from my songs, you can realize that I listen to mostly slow-dreamy-fantasy love songs. I believe in love. I really do. In fact, I love this someone. Very much. You know who you are.