Hari yg di nanti2kan dah tibe. Empat trainees vs 3 GMs. So the result?

Me-Frontline-Public Relations
Jenny-Retail
Carney-Corp.Comm
Hamie-Commercial

Sebenarnyer, aku takde perasaan bile one of the GM bagitau the decision. Its not confirm yet but most likely we'll be going to the departments mentioned above. Bile keluar je dari meeting room tu, org sme ckp simpati kat aku. "Aini, sabar la..." "Aini..jgn fikirkan sgt..." Aini tu...Aini ni...Aku cam, huh?....Sebnarnyer mmg aku dah agak, aku akan masok either HR atau pon Public Relations ni. Mmg tu 2 dlm kepala otak aku. Sebenarnyer nak masok retail but we can't always get what we want rite? and Commercial dah byk sgt exec so i dont think ill be going there and besides, Hamie mmg confirm masok situ. Actually, he was the main reason why the training period was shorten. sbb some managers in commercial mmg nak die dlm department tu.

So, aku scan through and mmg aku dah dok pk la dari 3/4 hari yg lepas. Tinggal HR and Frontline utk aku consider. Nak atau taknak. Itu dah tak menjadi soalan. i have to choose between these 2 departments. Aku discuss with some close ppl around me and still aku confused sebenarnyer. Frankly speaking aku suke bercakap dgn org and mcm socialize la sbb tu dulu aku minat retail. U dont only do paper work but u also get the chance to go out and meet clients but we are talking bout HR and frontline now. No more retail.

So actually, aku minat frontline...the work la. U get to meet ppl and mingle around. Seriously i dont mind being in this department but the problem is the boss. Byk org mcm susah la nak communicate ngan boss ni. but anywayss,I have to consider all factors. Kene pk long term jugak. On the other hand, HR pon not bad. Keje die pon menarik and kengkawan kat department tu mmg best la.

So smlm tu dlm pikiran ala, apa2 pon mmg antara 2 ni je. cume aku lebih beratkan HR la. So bile tadi diberitahu yg aku dpt frontline aku cam tade perasaan. Nak kata gembira tak. Nak kata sedey gile pon tak.Nak kata kecewa pon tak. Nak kata putus asa pon tak. Nak kata puas hati pon tak. Senang cite mcam takde perasaan la. Tapi dlm meeting tu, aku ada ckp la yg aku prefer HR dari Frontline. Tapi aku tak ckp direct but i think they know whats my point in saying that. Only whether they want to acknowledge it or not.Anyways,aku bukannye nak keje ngan company ni sampai aku bercucu cicit kan? So, fine. Kalu diberi HR aku amik. Diberi Public Relations pon aku amik. So skang ni, i have to make full use of what i have and hopefully with Allah's blessings and guidance plus the people i love (esp my family) , will make me a stronger person and initially get through life successfully. InsyAllah.

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